Saturday, July 19, 2008

July 19, 2008

you know what,
i miss you
i miss the times...
when we were together.
the times when we were happy or sad.
the times when we face each day
with passion, with love.
i miss everything about you,
your eyes that glisten
and penetrates to my very soul,
your lips that's oh so sweet
yes! specially that one.
your hair that sways with the breeze
and smelled of your favorite shampoo.
i miss the things you do,
your soft hands
that finds its way to my face.
the way your arms
tightly wraps around me
for that wonderful warm embrace.
the countless kisses,
so tender, so true.
i miss them all.
i will surely miss you,
even though at one time
i saw you with another man
doing the things with him
as the way you do to me.
i will never forget that one slap.
the very slap that started it all.
i did it with a heavy hand,
it made your heart broke,
but that's not the only thing that's broken
your arms, your ribs, your neck.
i even stabbed you
a couple of times,
left you swimming
in a pool of your own blood.
farewell now to the memories,
farewell now to the past.
the only thing left for me to do now
is close your apartment door,
without a feeling of regret
or a feeling of remorse
but you know what..
i miss them all
and surely
i will miss you.


-pacites

Thursday, July 17, 2008

July 17, 2008

as it echoes through the horizon
as it draws the curtain of tears
you sense a feeling of lightness
driving away your sorrows and fears

puddles of emotions lay on the floor
filling the gaps, the cracks, the holes
it reflects your innermost desires
to the minds of restless souls

the ripples that darts on the surface
continuously disturbs the silence
it grows bigger, it grows wider
and opens the window to the heavens


-pacites

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

July 16, 2008

-a tribute to the resident evil series

there's just one thing on my mind
the very one thing that have kept me alive
the only thing that i can do at the moment
until the remaining ounce of strength deserts me.
i have to keep pushing,
i need to keep on running,
even though the streets looked the same,
every corner, every alley
covered with a chilling darkness
as it seeps through your skin.
they can smell your fear.
they wanted to have a taste of your flesh
but i shouldn't give in
i desperately need to live
but there's no escaping them
every turn that i take
i know that they are there
they lurk in the shadows
they see through the cracks
they are just there
just waiting,
waiting for me to get tired
waiting for me to take a breath
waiting for me to stop.
death arrives on scorched wings
i thought i was safe, for a moment
but it was a mistake
as footsteps draws closer and closer
dragging on with their dead bodies.
i tried to outrun their insatiable hunger
but i was pinned down
slumped to the ground
their cold hands maneuvered over my body
tearing off my skin as i scream.
piece by bloody piece
they gorge themselves
they are eating me alive
i was gurgling as they rip through me
blood spurts from my mouth
from then on i knew
that my terrible fate have been sealed
i wasn't meant to survive
i was just one of their food.


-pacites

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

July 15, 2008

i feel nothing but the cold
the sting of an empty soul
beneath those fiery stare
lies a heart of frozen coal

it held me with a chilling touch
that made me tremble and moan
but not with freight or of fear
just a feeling of being alone

i cried to someone, to anyone
but nobody seemed to hear
for my voice is muffled, silent
to a vast space that looked so near

struggled hard as i might
for tender hugs and warm embraces
but the bars are tightly chained
and i am tied with icy laces

it broke me, torn into pieces
carried while i was bleeding
and laid on the floor of shattered memories
left with everything, i have nothing

drowned myself with my own tears
as i let out a foggy breath
it was cold, it was my last
for i feel nothing, i feel death

-pacites

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

My Friend's Wedding

i know its been two months since my last post, its been so hard for me to find suitable materials for everyone to read, anyway heres one thing that pops in my mind it was last May 24, 2008, it was one of my closest friend's wedding, it was such a wonderful wedding, so many people, so much to see so here are some of the pictures i took with my phone, sorry for the clarity though:



"take this ring as a sign of my love.."

the veil

so many people movin' about

with Bride's Parents

with Groom's Parents

The Groom and Bride


now
HUSBAND and WIFE
and of course


The Future Godparents of thier Children.
LOL!


CONGRATULATIONS!!!